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Perspective
It’s between a cramped closet and a meat grinder.
I'm still right here.
You say you understand, and I don’t doubt that, really.
But have we switched shoes?
Is it possible for you to see out of my eyes and to feel the anxiety boiling in my chest?
Some words are just words, and others are daggers.
“That’s how the world is.”
I get that. But it doesn’t mean I have to be complacent with oppression within an oppressed group.
When did life get so ridiculous?
There’s already a hoard willing to tear all of us down, has the disease infected us too?
There’s no way for me to give my eyes to you, or the understanding that comes with them.
I’ve got no way to calm the screaming in my head.
There’s no way to stop these tears from burning my eyes.
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Literature
Against the Tide
In perilous waters I am alone.
I can't remember how I got here.
My body weak from the fearsome current,
but I fight it back,
for everything to be fine.
In an instant it steals me away,
overwhelming, suffocating.
All that is left of me trapped,
drowning in melancholy.
I reach the surface again,
to feel the emptiness grow stronger.
This burden is mine, not yours.
The sun is gone here as the water is up to my chin.
The current lurks below,
wanting nothing more than to claim me,
and finally consume me completely.
Scared I swim on in desperation,
remembering the solid ground that once was under me.
Not these slate gray waters,
so sinister and dark. Limbs nearly failing I try to escape the tide.
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Literature
Insomnia
I know what I am not,
but not what I am.
Am I the echo behind your words?
Or the faded smile in the frame?
Does anyone know?
There is no fire burning,
only this numb feeling.
I am only my shadow,
the scraps, the pushed away.
I press into, cram this into my chest.
I am the only one that finds this crowded room empty.
I have no more dreams, only nightmares.
The breathing in my ear, I fight off sleep.
My eyes have no shine, my heart sore.
I don't want to be this anymore.
Someone help me find me.
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Current Obsession: Fanfiction
Current Residence: Near an ocean
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